Paul, our Apostle – the Apostle to the
nations (Romans 11:13) –
was given a special ministry of suffering.
Ananias was sent by the Lord to bring him a message of,
… How great things he must suffer for My
Name’s sake (Acts
9:16)
Do you not find this strange? Do you ever
find it disturbing?
Why on earth did Paul need to hear at this
early stage, of the central role suffering would play in his life? Why does God
not find some other means off bringing sons to perfection rather than
suffering? If we are honest then these types of questions arise.
Hebrews 12 gives a little more insight
" And have you forgotten the exhortation that addresses you as sons: “My son, do not
make light of the Lord’s discipline, or lose heart when He rebukes you. For the Lord disciplines the one He loves, and He chastises everyone He receives as a son.”
It's that little word everyone that speaks to our hearts and like an amber light on the petrol gauge of a car indicates all is not well if that disciplining is not present. I sometimes see a tiered process of revelation and growth:
At first it's
That I may know Him..."
Oh this is so wonderful! To walk with Him: to chat and talk and see Him in all we do: But now I need power to say no to earthly things and be constantly filled to the brim with His Spirit so ..
"and the power of His Resurrection"
Wow! Zoe life! Rivers of living water flowing out on streets as we meet folks, buses and boats, picnics and parties that power is pregnant and ready to drench all round it. But there is still one problem This old body of sin: What can be done with it? How can I be extricated (like you'd extract a tooth) from this "pigsty of the flesh"?
The further cry goes out ..
"and the fellowship with His sufferings"
And gradually an amazing reality dawns on you: It's no longer I who live here: I am not what people see: I am dead and my life is hid with Christ in God. I am grafted in as a genuine member of a new spirit body: The head of that body has suffered immensely in the past: That history now becomes my experience and it's just as if I was back there 2000 years ago.: Despised? Yes! Rejected? Yes indeed. people who knew you well avoiding your gaze and "hanging their faces: Often. Crucified?
You see the gift or present of salvation had some other item in the box. Look at Phil 1:29 again "for to you it is graciously granted, for Christ's sake, not only to be believing on Him, but to be suffering for His sake also"
It's that little word everyone that speaks to our hearts and like an amber light on the petrol gauge of a car indicates all is not well if that disciplining is not present. I sometimes see a tiered process of revelation and growth:
At first it's
That I may know Him..."
Oh this is so wonderful! To walk with Him: to chat and talk and see Him in all we do: But now I need power to say no to earthly things and be constantly filled to the brim with His Spirit so ..
"and the power of His Resurrection"
Wow! Zoe life! Rivers of living water flowing out on streets as we meet folks, buses and boats, picnics and parties that power is pregnant and ready to drench all round it. But there is still one problem This old body of sin: What can be done with it? How can I be extricated (like you'd extract a tooth) from this "pigsty of the flesh"?
The further cry goes out ..
"and the fellowship with His sufferings"
And gradually an amazing reality dawns on you: It's no longer I who live here: I am not what people see: I am dead and my life is hid with Christ in God. I am grafted in as a genuine member of a new spirit body: The head of that body has suffered immensely in the past: That history now becomes my experience and it's just as if I was back there 2000 years ago.: Despised? Yes! Rejected? Yes indeed. people who knew you well avoiding your gaze and "hanging their faces: Often. Crucified?
You see the gift or present of salvation had some other item in the box. Look at Phil 1:29 again "for to you it is graciously granted, for Christ's sake, not only to be believing on Him, but to be suffering for His sake also"
The latter part of the book of Acts and
Paul’s own letters are filled with the accounts of his great suffering. Writing
to the Corinthian believers Paul catalogues some of his sufferings:
Of the Jews five times received I forty
stripes save one.
Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I
stoned,
thrice I suffered shipwreck,#
a night and a day I have been in the deep;
In journeyings often,
in perils of waters, in perils of robbers,
in perils by mine own countrymen,
in perils by the heathen,
in perils in the city, I
n perils in the wilderness,
in perils in the sea,
in perils among false brethren;
In weariness and painfulness,
in watchings often,
in hunger and thirst,
in fastings often,in cold and nakedness (II Corinthians 11:24-27).
Remember Paul never went out looking for
trouble. On the contrary He believed and taught that we should obey all lawful
authorities, that we should determine as far as possible to live at peace with
all men and as servants of the Lord not to cause trouble if at all possible.
But trouble came looking for Paul in every town and in every city.city. The
spirit and life within him was 100% at odds with the ruling spirits in each
area and war in the spirit was the norm.
As the believer reads Paul’s letters he is
taught the enormous value of suffering – as Paul had learned and experienced
it. Today, much teaching related to suffering is centered on the idea of
“deliverance.”
Yet suffering is a gift of God, and actually plays an important
role in the lives of the members of Christ’s Body, as we shall see. "For our light affliction, which is but for
a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory (II Corinthians 4:17)."